no baby

so we found out that the prenancy test was wrong or i lost it very early. I just wanted to jump on here and give an update.

Big and scarey journey

 So here i am raising my 3 crazy kids thinking life is going really good. Then we get a smack in the face "BAM" take a pregnancy test and the faintest line pops up. So many emotions come to mind: Scared, Happy, Anxious, Nervous, Elated. Where do i go from here? No where but up. Pregnancy has never been a scary thing for me till now. This might sound bd but the main thin is our new car that has to room for another baby. I know their are lots of couples out their that try so hard to get pregnant and can not and i should be over the moon happy that i got pregnant on my own. While taking birth control but it is hard when you just are not ready for this kind of suprise.

 But wait we are going to be postitive and know that god has a plan for everyone. If the test i take tomorrow morning is darker and we are right i am 4 weeks along and our new baby shoudl be born around August the 11, 2013. Life is full of crazy journeys, so come with us one this one.

                                                         Wish us the best of luck!

late update- Thanksgiving

 So this year was our very first year hosting Thanksgiving. My mother in law had my oldest kids, so all we had to do is cook and take care of the baby. Even just having the one kid on such a crazy day is very hard. It is very tough to enjoy the holidays when you are so busy. We have a very small kitchen wich made things alot harder. All was going smooth till about 2 hours before everyone was going to come. Let me just say dinner was not one time. We finished up while everone was playing outside and it turned out to be a great dinner with great family.
 Now we ask the question will we host Thanskgiving again. The answer is no time soon. Next year however i will be going to help the person that is hosting because i now know what they have to go through to make a great meal. I hope you all had a great Thanksgiving.